''Conscience''
H.D.Thoreau
Conscience is instinct bred in the house,
Feeling and Thinking propagate the sin
By an unnatural breeding in and in.
I say, Turn it out doors,
Into the moors.
I love a life whose plot is simple,
And does not thicken with every pimple,
A soul so sound no sickly conscience binds it,
That makes the universe no worse than 't finds it.
I love an earnest soul,
Whose mighty joy and sorrow
Are not drowned in a bowl,
And brought to life to-morrow;
That lives one tragedy,
And not seventy;
A conscience worth keeping;
Laughing not weeping;
A conscience wise and steady,
And forever ready;
Not changing with events,
Dealing in compliments;
A conscience exercised about
Large things, where one may doubt.
I love a soul not all of wood,
Predestinated to be good,
But true to the backbone
Unto itself alone,
And false to none;
Born to its own affairs,
Its own joys and own cares;
By whom the work which God begun
Is finished, and not undone;
Taken up where he left off,
Whether to worship or to scoff;
If not good, why then evil,
If not good god, good devil.
Goodness! you hypocrite, come out of that,
Live your life, do your work, then take your hat.
I have no patience towards
Such conscientious cowards.
Give me simple laboring folk,
Who love their work,
Whose virtue is song
To cheer God along.
About the poem:
Every
time society became villain for individual. Those who want to live their
individual life; it is not possible in society. And society became hurdle for
them.
Here in this poem
‘‘Conscience’’ Thoreau also talks about same kind of things. ‘‘Conscience’’
stands for inner sense or individuality. Through this poem, poet frequently
asks questions like,
‘‘Do I have
my own conscience?’’
‘‘Where is
my/ your individuality?’’
The poem is
actually in the form of debate where the speaker speaks to himself. The
meaningful lines he share is:
‘‘I love a
life whose plot is simple,
And does
not thicken with every pimple.’’
Speaker love that life, whose plot is simple and smoother.
And the speaker clarifies that life is harder than Maths because there is no
specific formula in life itself. What he meant here by pimple is problems which
occur in life. Pimple, it is just like speed breaker and we don’t like speed
breaker in our life.
Further, he
writes
‘‘I love
an earnest soul
Whose
mighty joy and sorrow
And not drowned in a bow!’’
and clarifies that same as earnest soul, conscience is
difficult to define because it have very wider formed. So, we cannot put it in
a bow. Through this he gave message to us that man should not be narrow minded.
We are happy because society is happy and we are unhappy because it’s unhappy.
Moreover, he is
talking about hypocrisy and says that we all pretend to be good but in
actuality are we good? Poet said that in actuality we are not good in the
underneath lines:
‘‘I love
a soul not all of wood,
Predestinated to be good,
But true
to the backbone.
Unto
itself alone,’’
But speaker told
that we are good when we are alone. Because that time we really know about
ourselves. Because solitude is good to know who you are.
Same things Jayanta Mahapatra talked about in his poem
‘‘Missing’’
Wherein he tries to find out himself with the questions
like,
‘‘Who am I?’’
‘‘Where am I?’’
Thoreau believes
that life is beyond logic. Life is like a poem which can have multiple
interpretations. First he capitalizes God in the line,
‘‘By whom the
work which God begun.’’
Then he does not capitalize it in the line
‘‘If not good
god, good devil’’
And then again he capitalizes Him in the line,
‘‘To cheer
God along.’’
It clearly shows that he does not favor God but rather
satirizes Him, and he blames God who made the poet.
This poem we
also compared with ‘‘The Scarlet Letter’’
because Hawthorn also speaks same things that Hester as a individual cannot
live in society that’s why Hawthorn intentionally put her in forest rather in
alone where she could find herself that who she is?